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Tuesday, June 23, 2009
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one of a kind?
author:♥Hui Ling
one of a kind?
is that phrase truly good or bad?
if you are always cheerful, smiling, laughing
everyone laughs with u
everyone loves you
yes, you are truly one of a kind
you are the fortunate ones
however, some ppl were not born that way
we are one of a kind, yes
but we are rather unfortunate
we do not always smile or laugh
the things people laugh at, i am unamused
yet the things people are serious about, i burst out laughing
when i joke, no one gets it
when i say something, no one understands it
only those close to me love me
yet both them and others misunderstand me often
yes, such people like me are truly one of a kind
but are we glad for such unique-ness?
we're unique, yes
till the extend that it hurts
Dyan said something about that to me today
seems like he kind of understand what sort of uniqueness problem i am experiencing
for only those who have gone through it knows what it is truly like
but then again
if i can accept and tolerate the people around me
including the bullshit they give me which i dont find it nice (due to my unique attitude)
then they should be able to accept and tolerate me
including the bullshit i give to them which they dont find it nice (due to our different attitudes)
it cant always be a one-sided affair
I am a weird person with a weirdly-yet-unique personality
"live with it"
if i can live with people with totally different personalities as mine
i'm rather certain they can live with mine
and then again,
dyan is right
"...there's no point in dwelling on what people think about us..."
so instead of trying to fit in
and adjust my personality to fit theirs
i want to show my true self to others
i want people, my friends, to love me for who i really am
not what i became due to influences and my weak attempt to become like others.
I don't want to run away anymore
or simply "blend in"
like a silly reptilic chameleon
I will learn to accept all these things.